Tuesday, July 15, 2008
babe. im sorry for treating you badly. well at least i think i have. i know that you were just trying to help me earlier on with the colac and all but like i got so frustrated with everyone telling me different things to go from this page to that page that i vented all my frustrations on you. i know you were just doing your best to help me and everything. im so sorry. and im sorry for not answering your calls when you got home. yes i was sleeping. but i shouldnt have sounded irritated over the phone. i know you were just worried about me. im sorry. you can always call me whatever number or times you want at anytime you want alright. and thats why i always tell you that i treat you badly and all. im truely sorry dear. yknow its like everytime i make you upset i'll hate myself for it and then i'll start worrying that you wont want me anymore. and i'll get so scared till i sometimes even start tearing. i dont know whats wrong with me. maybe its because i've finally found true happiness in my life and i dont want to ever lose it. yes i dont want to ever lose you.im sorry and i love you. please dont hate me. i promise i'll treat your heart with more care from now on. please dont hesitate to slap me if i ever get annoyed or irritated with you for the wrong reasons again alright.
i love you love.
NLG at
8:11:00 PM
