Thursday, July 24, 2008
darling.
i have so much work to do and a test to study for but i dont care i feel like i have to say alot of things to you.
thank you for taking such good care of me for trying your utmost best to make me happy not just today but every other time that im not at my best mood. i really really appreciate everything that you've done for me really i do. thank you for taking the time and effort to send me home. thank you for the long long letter you wrote to me. thank you for always making sure that i eat well and sleep well. thank you for travelling all the way to town every morning to go to school with me. thank you for the sweet messages you send me everyday. thank you for the super touching video that you spent hours to do. thank you for always being by my side through the good and bad times. thank you for being so understanding and forgiving. i know some times i can be extremely sarcastic. im sorry. i already promised you that i'll stop or at least try my best to. and i know that i get really irritated or pissed off easily and sometimes its not even because of you but yet i still vent my frustration or anger on you one way or another. i think i treat you really badly but yet you still see pass all these and continue loving me. i really really am very greatful that i've a boyfriend like you dear. i actually really dont believe that there's someone as understanding and forgiving as you. seriously. im sorry for everything that i did or said that hurt you. thank you for always seeing pass all my flaws and not using them as excuses to blame me for anything. im so happy i have you in my life. thank you for being part of my life baby. i love you with all my heart. and i really have no idea what i'd do without you. i know i keep telling you the same stuff over and over again but it means that i really really mean everything i say and i cannot emphasize how important you are to me in my life. without you, the world will end now. i want us to last okay. we must. i know we can. i want to grow old with you and live with you and COME HOME TO YOU everyday of my life. you're the only one who knows the real me. even you know me better than i know myself. you're the only one who knows how to take good care of me. you're the only one who understands me. you're the only one i want to spend my life with. you're the only one who makes my heart beat super fast before i meet you or call you. yes it still does beat super fast. that just shows how excited i am to talk/see you. i'll tell you a secret okay, I CANNOT EVER GET ENOUGH OF YOU. i dont regret any moment spent with you since i first met you. im so glad you stole a cookie. im so glad you were there with aloy that day. im so glad that my mom baked cookies. im so glad that you're mine. you really made me see/feel true happiness ever since the moment i met you. thank you for always being there for me supporting me all the way always by my side holding my hand and never letting go. i love you sweetie. with all my heart i promise. dont cry anymore okay.
nlg. clb. (:
sometimes i wish i could freeze the time around us.
NLG at
10:06:00 PM
