Wednesday, July 30, 2008
oh i, had alot to say
was thinking on my time away
i missed you and things werent the same
cause everything inside, it never comes out right
and when i see you cry, it makes me wanna die
i'm sorry i'm bad, im sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, i'm sorry
this time, i think im to blame
its harder to get through the days
we get older and blame turns to shame
cause everything inside, it never comes out right
and when i see you cry, it makes me wanna die
i'm sorry im bad, im sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, im sorry
every single day i think about how we came all this way
the sleepless nights and the tears you cried
its never to late to make it right, oh yeah
i'm sorry im bad, i'm sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, im sorry
i'm sorry
baby i'm sorry
NLG at
9:40:00 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
darling.
i have so much work to do and a test to study for but i dont care i feel like i have to say alot of things to you.
thank you for taking such good care of me for trying your utmost best to make me happy not just today but every other time that im not at my best mood. i really really appreciate everything that you've done for me really i do. thank you for taking the time and effort to send me home. thank you for the long long letter you wrote to me. thank you for always making sure that i eat well and sleep well. thank you for travelling all the way to town every morning to go to school with me. thank you for the sweet messages you send me everyday. thank you for the super touching video that you spent hours to do. thank you for always being by my side through the good and bad times. thank you for being so understanding and forgiving. i know some times i can be extremely sarcastic. im sorry. i already promised you that i'll stop or at least try my best to. and i know that i get really irritated or pissed off easily and sometimes its not even because of you but yet i still vent my frustration or anger on you one way or another. i think i treat you really badly but yet you still see pass all these and continue loving me. i really really am very greatful that i've a boyfriend like you dear. i actually really dont believe that there's someone as understanding and forgiving as you. seriously. im sorry for everything that i did or said that hurt you. thank you for always seeing pass all my flaws and not using them as excuses to blame me for anything. im so happy i have you in my life. thank you for being part of my life baby. i love you with all my heart. and i really have no idea what i'd do without you. i know i keep telling you the same stuff over and over again but it means that i really really mean everything i say and i cannot emphasize how important you are to me in my life. without you, the world will end now. i want us to last okay. we must. i know we can. i want to grow old with you and live with you and COME HOME TO YOU everyday of my life. you're the only one who knows the real me. even you know me better than i know myself. you're the only one who knows how to take good care of me. you're the only one who understands me. you're the only one i want to spend my life with. you're the only one who makes my heart beat super fast before i meet you or call you. yes it still does beat super fast. that just shows how excited i am to talk/see you. i'll tell you a secret okay, I CANNOT EVER GET ENOUGH OF YOU. i dont regret any moment spent with you since i first met you. im so glad you stole a cookie. im so glad you were there with aloy that day. im so glad that my mom baked cookies. im so glad that you're mine. you really made me see/feel true happiness ever since the moment i met you. thank you for always being there for me supporting me all the way always by my side holding my hand and never letting go. i love you sweetie. with all my heart i promise. dont cry anymore okay.
nlg. clb. (:
sometimes i wish i could freeze the time around us.
NLG at
10:06:00 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY DARLING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
thank you for the video you made me i reallly like it alot. thank you for spending so much time and sleepless nights to make it i really really appreciate all the effort you put in.
yknow i've come to realise that i cannot live without you. im not just saying that. i really mean it. like i really dont know what i'd do without you in my life. since i met you i really became a happier person and with you by my side at least i will also know that i always have someone there beside through the good times and the bad times, always supporting me along every step in my life. i thank God every day that i have you. you're the best thing in life that anyone can ever get. you mean much more than anything in life and i swear i never want to lose you.no, i cannot bear to lose you. i really love all the times that we spend together, from study times to having sexy time. i love them all. im so glad we made it this far. and we still have a long long long way to go okay. i want us to last for a long long time and i know we will. i really really trust you alot. you should know that by now. and i give you my whole heart and hope that you wont break it alright. believe me when i tell you that im crazy over you.
happy 4th month baby. i love you.
take me to the stars and we'll make love up there.
NLG at
6:02:00 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
babe. im sorry for treating you badly. well at least i think i have. i know that you were just trying to help me earlier on with the colac and all but like i got so frustrated with everyone telling me different things to go from this page to that page that i vented all my frustrations on you. i know you were just doing your best to help me and everything. im so sorry. and im sorry for not answering your calls when you got home. yes i was sleeping. but i shouldnt have sounded irritated over the phone. i know you were just worried about me. im sorry. you can always call me whatever number or times you want at anytime you want alright. and thats why i always tell you that i treat you badly and all. im truely sorry dear. yknow its like everytime i make you upset i'll hate myself for it and then i'll start worrying that you wont want me anymore. and i'll get so scared till i sometimes even start tearing. i dont know whats wrong with me. maybe its because i've finally found true happiness in my life and i dont want to ever lose it. yes i dont want to ever lose you.im sorry and i love you. please dont hate me. i promise i'll treat your heart with more care from now on. please dont hesitate to slap me if i ever get annoyed or irritated with you for the wrong reasons again alright.
i love you love.
NLG at
8:11:00 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
i wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all I wanna do is grow old with you
i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
i'll miss you
i'll kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold
i'll need you
i'll feed you
even let you hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
i could be the one who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you
NICOLE LOVES GLENN.
NLG at
8:48:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
hello guys,training is at 5 tomorrow.please bring yourself and your commitment down with you unless you have a MC.no other excuses please :P mondays,wednesdays and fridays should be kept free for training.it isn't come as you wish thingy and attendance will henceforth be taken.see ya.hansel.
it's really sad that the cj rugby team has dropped to this standard
please.at the rate we're going,
how are we ever going to make it to the plate finals again?
dont mention about top 4.
we cant wait till next year
or like 2 months before a div and start training
we got to step up!!!
i really want it very badly.so please make the extra effort!
it's when we do the small things right
that we do big things perfect.
NLG at
11:58:00 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
think of me, think of me fondly
like how the sun shines from up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
a guiding light that'll never fade
how you opened my life
to a new paradise
i would hold you all through the night
i would stay right by your side
cos i've never felt this loved before
only you have what it takes to be my baby<3
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl, don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
NLG at
12:00:00 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
4x50m medley relay-5th
4x50m freestyle relay-5th
overall cjc-5th.
you'll always be my baby(:
NLG at
11:41:00 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
400m freestyle-12th
50m freestyle-15th
4x50m medley relay-6th
4x50m freestyle relay-tomorrow afternoon
go to the cj website and check out the homepage
see the rugby picture that they posted
take a look at number 7
thats me.
it's good to hear that i was able to make you happy and make you smile today.
im sorry your day didnt start well today and yesterday cos i was away at competiton
i'll try my best to make it better.
baby,it's you i want forever
NLG at
7:18:00 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
it's been a while.
holidays came and passed.
mid-years went by in a week!
this is the worst mid years ever.
SWIMMING NATIONALS are here
HIGHLIGHTS of my holidays.
24th May:M1 rugby 10s tournament
31st May: CJ dance concert
13th June:Inter-JC swimming meet
14th June:centaurs training
18th June:CIP at chindren's aid society and SCC training at night
19th June:CIP at children's aid society
every other day was spent at baby's place(:
MID-YEARS!
23rd:no paper cos it was H2 econs
24th:chemistry
25th:maths&chinese listening compre
26th:chinese
27th:physics&chemistry SPA
i expect the worse.
watched like 5 movies in 6 days!
its like the most ive ever watched!
its just cos there are a lot of nice shows to watch
plus i didnt have time during the holidays cos i had to study
i watched
incredible hulk
dont mess with the zohan
wanted
never back down
21
from last wednesday to yesterday.
theres like so many more to watch
and i watched B'boyz and ballerina at the esplanade.
had a level chinese oral today
waiting was such a chore
seriously
i was like the last of the last of the last LAST
everyone left already and i was still there reading my guts out
conversation wasnt any better.
didnt know what to say at all!!
nevermind.its over anyway.
all the best to those who havent taken it.
i've got swimming heats tomorrow morning
thursday morning and afternoon
friday afternoon
400m freestyle is going to be a maraton.
all i'm looking forward to is the relays.
and the finals for the relay.
the rest of the events can just forget about it.
cos i cant qualify.i know that.
didnt even train like since 1 year ago.
but but.
i'll give it my best.
baby,it's you who keep me going on everyday(:
NLG at
8:53:00 PM
