Saturday, February 23, 2008
finale night is over :(
that also marks the end of orientation 2
which also means the start of school.
i need to get my uniform.
i need to get organised.
i need to start school on a good note.
i need to study real hard.
on a lighter note,
today was kind of quite fun.
i went to ecp with ig 23.
went with their group for all the games.
wasnt that bad after all.
had all the dirty and like fun games.
plus plus plus...
i helped honoo with their house entrance thing.
didn't feel that useless.
thats like all i went to the house for.
cos they wanted me to help them with the house entrance.
other than that i had nothing to do with honoo.
i have been given an ig.
which is ig 2.
then i decided to pon.
and crash ig 23.
ig 23 is in arator.
so like i have 2 house.
i dont even know any cheer.like really.
didnt cheer at all.
mass dance was fun fun fun.
thanks dance partner(:
i dont want all this to end.
please dont put a full stop at the end of it.
cos i want it to continue.
NLG at
9:49:00 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
yes like FINALLY.
thanks ssf for EVERYTHING.
you accompained me all the way to school this morning
now you really know what i mean when i say that school's really boring.
but i'm glad that i don't have to go there anymore.
sorry for wasting your time this morning.
i really enjoyed your company.thanks(:
i got back to cj.
but but but
i want my friends to get back too.
this paragraph goes out to
rudy, anthony, andrew, and all those who are trying to appeal back to cj:
(i hope you all will feel better.)
dont worry.i know how it feels being kept hanging in the air.
like suspended from a very high building.
and you'll never know when something or maybe anything to happen.
today a lot.like seriously A LOT of people appealed of cj.
trust me.i really saw it with my own eyes.
so you all shouldnt worry so much ya?
i'm pretty sure that you'll get it.
pray hard.have faith.
thank you!!
like seriously.1T16, the j2 ruggers, for the petition.
i guessed it really helped.
all those who were there for me throughout everything.
thanks so much.i dont know how to express my gratitude to all of you.
but i really appreciate all the you all have done for me.
THANKS SO MUCH!
there's orientation tomorrow.
east coast park then finale night.
i hope that i'll have fun.i'm really looking forward to it.
now that i'm back in cj.it's a whole new thing.
i'm not complaining or anything but i got to make sure that i really study.
please make sure i'm like studying really hard!!
THANKS SO MUCH!ssfly!
get well soon.take care yah?
NLG at
8:55:00 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
living on the "pillar" of hope.
yet again its not really a pillar to me.
its one which will collapse very frequently.
i'm trying my best to build it up
strong, steady, firm.
but i don't know what will happen the next time it collapses.
the many times that i've tried really hard.
the times when you were the one who stood there for me.
saving me from myself.
you were the one that told me not to worry.
i made you worry for me.
like you already have your own set of problems and your own things to worry about.
i've really made it hard for you.
thanks so much.
you really made things much better for me.
it's not over till
you let it take you.
it's not over till you
let it break you.
p.s. ssfly(:
NLG at
8:19:00 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
the past week has seriously drained me.
training.school.homework.
everyweek i'm like looking forward to the weekend.
which is very bad.
i dont want to go to school feeling so tired.
i got to get organised!!
the posting results are like coming out in 3 days.
i'm so dead.i dont wanna leave cj!
god please help me with my appeal.
go check your mail(:
NLG at
1:54:00 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you
i can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
when it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...
so i pretend i'm doing all i can,
and hope someday you'll find it in your heart,
to understand why i'm not around,
and forgive me for not being in your life.
i remember waiting for you to come.
remember waiting for you to call.
remember waiting there to find nothing at all.
maybe someday you'll really get to know me,
not just from letters read to you.
i pray i get the chance to make it up to you.
we've got a lot of catching up to do.
closed off from love i didn’t need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you’re frozen
but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melted to the ground
found something true
and everyone’s looking round
thinking i’m going crazy
but i don’t care what they say
i’m in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don’t know the truth
my heart’s crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
now that it's all said and done,
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath.
i fell too far, was in way too deep.
guess i let you get the best of me.
well, i never saw it coming. tried to take a picture of love
didn't think i'd miss her that much
i should've started running
a long, long time ago.
and i never thought i'd doubt you,
i'm better off without you
more than you, more than you know.
i'm slowly getting closure.
i guess it's really over.
i'm finally getting better.
and now i'm picking up the pieces.
hey(:take care yah.
don't skip meals already.
NLG at
11:24:00 AM
