if it's not meant to be just let it go.

2009-02-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

glenn. the best. my best. i love. (:
thank you for being there for me when im at my lowest.
i love you.

2009-02-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

GLENN SIM JOEY.
MY HERO.
I LOVE HIM.

2009-01-10T21:45:00.010+08:00

by,thank you for making my birthday such an enjoyable one.
on wednesday we met edgar and resa for dinner at fish and co.then we went for ss.

thursday 080109
by had training at pa in the morning.
i met her in school after her training.
bought gwen milk tea,bought by green apple green tea and honey red tea for myself.
helped the hockey team set up their booth.for open house the next day.
we rushed to town to try to catch a movie but we were too late
im sorry by.another day ya.
at night,(my birthday eve)
b and i was suppose to go for dinner.
but in the end, it was 3D.i was so surprised.you should ask them.
here's all the pictures.i got it from marissa's blog.

thank you by for planning it so well.
thank you ben,marissa,gwen,michael for the surprise dinner on the 8th.
i really didnt expect anything at all.
the surprise dinner and the cake.
the six of us finished the cake.like super a lot.
thank you by for the presents that you gave me.
b bought me a gilbert rugby ball,skinnys from topman(twisted seams) and a photo frame with the two of us in it.
thank you love.

on my birthday,by bought me breakfast.
she bought me custurd puffs from hans and curry puff.
i really didnt know that there was going to be a surprise party at my place.
i thought it was just me,b and my family for dinner.
when i reached home,edgar and resa was outside my door.
then zach came.
they tried telling me that everyone couldnt make it because it was a friday night and like everyone had something on.
so we were like waiting for one last person.i was guessing.
i guessed gwen would come because she lives one block away from me.
and then she came.many many more people came after that.
michael,kuma,kesavan,isaac,victor,brandon,bjorn,wilson.
they bought me polo black!!
i really liked the smell.
thank you.
we had dinner and cake.
b bought candles from anchor point i think
they took like super long to blow out!!

rudy ben and marissa bought me this PROSPERITY underwear from BHG.
like what!!thanks anyway.it looked quite funky with the dragon designs everywhere.

thank you brandon, shihui,kuma, kesavan, michael, gwen, marissa, eugenia, aloysius, jessica, trini, sebastian, nat fern, nat wee, ting ting for the messages and birthday wishes. i hope i didnt leave anyone out.

thank you b,
thank you for planning my 18th birthday for me.
thank you for all the surprises.
thank you for the all presents that you gave me.
thank you for all the effort that youve put in.
you really made my day very special.
you make me feel very special and happy.
thank you dear.

I LOVE YOU<3

2008-12-26T11:49:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

2008-12-04T16:55:00.003+08:00

b's back today.
finally.
i've been waiting for this day like since a week ago.
by, thank you for all the letters that you wrote to me.
they're really sweet.
the letters really made me smile(:
i'm like waiting to see you.
i want to hug you so badly.

b,you've been deeply missed.

2008-12-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

had rugby training in the morning.
got ready for the match this friday.
i'm at episode 10 for ten brothers already.
halfway through.
i've yet to watch the most recent episode of gossip girl.

b will be back tomorrow night.
i can't wait!!
i miss you girl.

2008-12-02T23:15:00.004+08:00

friendly game against the j2's this friday.

prison break is getting super interesting.
watched episode 13 today
theres gossip girl episode 12 and like the whole series of ten brothers to watch.

b'll be back in 2 days.
i cant wait!!

2008-12-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

went to the bank to deposit some money and like bank in some cheques for the company.
bought brown paper to wrap the parcel for delivery.
did the cost for june july august and september.
wrapped EMPTY boxes for the christmas decorations.

and my cheque is banked in already!!
i finally got my super duper long awaited pay.

i cant wait for by to come back.
like like 3 more days.
i miss you dear.

2008-11-30T23:50:00.003+08:00

went for physics and chemistry tuition.
and there's no chemistry tuition next week!
man u won man city 1-0
and there's arsenal vs chelsea later!

i got my pay already!
like fianlly.

i'm already missing you.
very very badly.
it's like 4 more days till you're back ):

2008-11-28T23:08:00.006+08:00

rugby training and work and steamboat dinner with the cj obs people.
by just left for perth today.
she wont be back till next thursday :(
by worte me letters for everyday.
it makes me look forward to every single day.
the sweet letters that i get to read every day.
they really make me smile deep inside.
thank you by(:

6 more days till my by comes back.
i cant wait.

2008-10-29T21:43:00.001+08:00

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting madI’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words That’s what I’ll do(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found youI love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do(I love you) I love you(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do(I love you)
I love you(I love you)
I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you(I love you)
I love you

2008-08-31T10:44:00.001+08:00

no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
just our hands clasped so tight,
waiting for the hint of a spark.
if heaven and hell decide,
that they both are satisfied,
illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs.
i miss you babe:(

2008-08-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

glenn hasnt been posting in a really long time. but who am i to comment, i myself havent either.

glenn has been busy with work. he's finally being a good boy, doing his work by himself and not leaving it till the last minute to do ( i hope ). he TRYS not to fall asleep in lectures and pay attention during tutorials.

holidays are here and i hope glenn will make use of his time wisely. revise revise revise okay. glenn is a smart boy. i know he can do well.

glenn is my baby. and i love him plenty.

2008-07-30T09:40:00.001+08:00

oh i, had alot to say
was thinking on my time away
i missed you and things werent the same
cause everything inside, it never comes out right
and when i see you cry, it makes me wanna die

i'm sorry i'm bad, im sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back

i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, i'm sorry

this time, i think im to blame
its harder to get through the days
we get older and blame turns to shame
cause everything inside, it never comes out right
and when i see you cry, it makes me wanna die
i'm sorry im bad, im sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back

i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, im sorry
every single day i think about how we came all this way
the sleepless nights and the tears you cried
its never to late to make it right, oh yeah

i'm sorry im bad, i'm sorry im blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back

i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, im sorry

i'm sorry
baby i'm sorry

2008-07-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

darling.

i have so much work to do and a test to study for but i dont care i feel like i have to say alot of things to you.

thank you for taking such good care of me for trying your utmost best to make me happy not just today but every other time that im not at my best mood. i really really appreciate everything that you've done for me really i do. thank you for taking the time and effort to send me home. thank you for the long long letter you wrote to me. thank you for always making sure that i eat well and sleep well. thank you for travelling all the way to town every morning to go to school with me. thank you for the sweet messages you send me everyday. thank you for the super touching video that you spent hours to do. thank you for always being by my side through the good and bad times. thank you for being so understanding and forgiving. i know some times i can be extremely sarcastic. im sorry. i already promised you that i'll stop or at least try my best to. and i know that i get really irritated or pissed off easily and sometimes its not even because of you but yet i still vent my frustration or anger on you one way or another. i think i treat you really badly but yet you still see pass all these and continue loving me. i really really am very greatful that i've a boyfriend like you dear. i actually really dont believe that there's someone as understanding and forgiving as you. seriously. im sorry for everything that i did or said that hurt you. thank you for always seeing pass all my flaws and not using them as excuses to blame me for anything. im so happy i have you in my life. thank you for being part of my life baby. i love you with all my heart. and i really have no idea what i'd do without you. i know i keep telling you the same stuff over and over again but it means that i really really mean everything i say and i cannot emphasize how important you are to me in my life. without you, the world will end now. i want us to last okay. we must. i know we can. i want to grow old with you and live with you and COME HOME TO YOU everyday of my life. you're the only one who knows the real me. even you know me better than i know myself. you're the only one who knows how to take good care of me. you're the only one who understands me. you're the only one i want to spend my life with. you're the only one who makes my heart beat super fast before i meet you or call you. yes it still does beat super fast. that just shows how excited i am to talk/see you. i'll tell you a secret okay, I CANNOT EVER GET ENOUGH OF YOU. i dont regret any moment spent with you since i first met you. im so glad you stole a cookie. im so glad you were there with aloy that day. im so glad that my mom baked cookies. im so glad that you're mine. you really made me see/feel true happiness ever since the moment i met you. thank you for always being there for me supporting me all the way always by my side holding my hand and never letting go. i love you sweetie. with all my heart i promise. dont cry anymore okay.

nlg. clb. (:

sometimes i wish i could freeze the time around us.

2008-07-21T18:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY DARLING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

thank you for the video you made me i reallly like it alot. thank you for spending so much time and sleepless nights to make it i really really appreciate all the effort you put in.

yknow i've come to realise that i cannot live without you. im not just saying that. i really mean it. like i really dont know what i'd do without you in my life. since i met you i really became a happier person and with you by my side at least i will also know that i always have someone there beside through the good times and the bad times, always supporting me along every step in my life. i thank God every day that i have you. you're the best thing in life that anyone can ever get. you mean much more than anything in life and i swear i never want to lose you.no, i cannot bear to lose you. i really love all the times that we spend together, from study times to having sexy time. i love them all. im so glad we made it this far. and we still have a long long long way to go okay. i want us to last for a long long time and i know we will. i really really trust you alot. you should know that by now. and i give you my whole heart and hope that you wont break it alright. believe me when i tell you that im crazy over you.

happy 4th month baby. i love you.

take me to the stars and we'll make love up there.

2008-07-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

babe. im sorry for treating you badly. well at least i think i have. i know that you were just trying to help me earlier on with the colac and all but like i got so frustrated with everyone telling me different things to go from this page to that page that i vented all my frustrations on you. i know you were just doing your best to help me and everything. im so sorry. and im sorry for not answering your calls when you got home. yes i was sleeping. but i shouldnt have sounded irritated over the phone. i know you were just worried about me. im sorry. you can always call me whatever number or times you want at anytime you want alright. and thats why i always tell you that i treat you badly and all. im truely sorry dear. yknow its like everytime i make you upset i'll hate myself for it and then i'll start worrying that you wont want me anymore. and i'll get so scared till i sometimes even start tearing. i dont know whats wrong with me. maybe its because i've finally found true happiness in my life and i dont want to ever lose it. yes i dont want to ever lose you.im sorry and i love you. please dont hate me. i promise i'll treat your heart with more care from now on. please dont hesitate to slap me if i ever get annoyed or irritated with you for the wrong reasons again alright.

i love you love.

2008-07-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

i wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all I wanna do is grow old with you

i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

i'll miss you
i'll kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold

i'll need you
i'll feed you
even let you hold the remote control

so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
i could be the one who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you

NICOLE LOVES GLENN.

2008-07-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

hello guys,training is at 5 tomorrow.please bring yourself and your commitment down with you unless you have a MC.no other excuses please :P mondays,wednesdays and fridays should be kept free for training.it isn't come as you wish thingy and attendance will henceforth be taken.see ya.hansel.

it's really sad that the cj rugby team has dropped to this standard
please.at the rate we're going,
how are we ever going to make it to the plate finals again?
dont mention about top 4.
we cant wait till next year
or like 2 months before a div and start training
we got to step up!!!
i really want it very badly.so please make the extra effort!

it's when we do the small things right
that we do big things perfect.

2008-07-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

think of me, think of me fondly
like how the sun shines from up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
a guiding light that'll never fade
how you opened my life
to a new paradise

i would hold you all through the night
i would stay right by your side
cos i've never felt this loved before
only you have what it takes to be my baby<3

you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl, don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

2008-07-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

4x50m medley relay-5th
4x50m freestyle relay-5th
overall cjc-5th.
you'll always be my baby(:

2008-07-03T19:18:00.002+08:00

400m freestyle-12th
50m freestyle-15th
4x50m medley relay-6th
4x50m freestyle relay-tomorrow afternoon

go to the cj website and check out the homepage
see the rugby picture that they posted
take a look at number 7
thats me.

it's good to hear that i was able to make you happy and make you smile today.
im sorry your day didnt start well today and yesterday cos i was away at competiton
i'll try my best to make it better.
baby,it's you i want forever

2008-07-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

it's been a while.
holidays came and passed.
mid-years went by in a week!
this is the worst mid years ever.
SWIMMING NATIONALS are here

HIGHLIGHTS of my holidays.
24th May:M1 rugby 10s tournament
31st May: CJ dance concert
13th June:Inter-JC swimming meet
14th June:centaurs training
18th June:CIP at chindren's aid society and SCC training at night
19th June:CIP at children's aid society

every other day was spent at baby's place(:

MID-YEARS!
23rd:no paper cos it was H2 econs
24th:chemistry
25th:maths&chinese listening compre
26th:chinese
27th:physics&chemistry SPA

i expect the worse.

watched like 5 movies in 6 days!
its like the most ive ever watched!
its just cos there are a lot of nice shows to watch
plus i didnt have time during the holidays cos i had to study
i watched

incredible hulk
dont mess with the zohan
wanted
never back down
21

from last wednesday to yesterday.
theres like so many more to watch
and i watched B'boyz and ballerina at the esplanade.

had a level chinese oral today
waiting was such a chore
seriously
i was like the last of the last of the last LAST
everyone left already and i was still there reading my guts out
conversation wasnt any better.
didnt know what to say at all!!
nevermind.its over anyway.
all the best to those who havent taken it.

i've got swimming heats tomorrow morning
thursday morning and afternoon
friday afternoon
400m freestyle is going to be a maraton.
all i'm looking forward to is the relays.
and the finals for the relay.
the rest of the events can just forget about it.
cos i cant qualify.i know that.
didnt even train like since 1 year ago.
but but.
i'll give it my best.
baby,it's you who keep me going on everyday(:

2008-06-03T11:49:00.005+08:00

baby all i want is you
it's your love that my heart beats for
it started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turned into a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word
it was this quiet understanding that we had
cause it was us baby, way before then
and we're still together
and i meant, every word i said
when i said that i love you
i meant that i love you forever
and i'm gonna keep on loving you
cause it's the only thing i wanna do

i'll make love to you
like you want me to
and i'll hold you tight
baby all through the night
i'll make love to you
when you want me to
and i will not let go of you

but when i say,
i love you baby
that means for good
and i will love you
until forever. biwlytteot<3

2008-06-02T20:08:00.004+08:00

as every second passes,
my love for you grows stronger.
it's four days till you come back.
i dont know how to explain this to you so you'd understand
when you're gone
time will pass very slowly.
i dont know how i'll get through this
but all i know is that i want you to have fun
i want you to enjoy yourself

i promise you that
everyday i'll pray for god to protect you
to keep you safe.

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

2008-05-27T22:28:00.001+08:00

each of her kisses
my heart misses

baby, since you came into my life
everything has changed
you’ve naturally become a part of me.
so much so that i cant live without you

i still feel your touch in my dreams
never have i felt this feeling before
i've never felt crazy like this before
i know that without you its hard to survive
i would give it all, i would sacrifice everything
just to be with YOU<3

i want to be the one who would lift you up when you're feeling down
i want to be the one who will turn your world around
i want to be the one who walks with you through that tunnel
cause i know that that tunnel will be a tunnel of memories that we'll share
and our love will light the way
you just smile and take my hand
you've been there
and you understand

i'll be standing there by your side
baby you're all that i ever want
there are no words that can describe how much i love you
i wont ever want to lose you<3

2008-05-20T23:28:00.001+08:00

why??
maybe i shouldn't even ask at all.

2008-05-17T04:15:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm just asking for too much.

2008-05-15T20:17:00.001+08:00

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TODAY,
AND EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

2008-05-10T11:50:00.004+08:00

cjc won jjc!
well done cj rugby
we beat them to it.
we won the battle
they played dirty
they played rough
they came with high tackles
they hit us real hard
we gave it back to them even HARDER!
we tore them down
penetrated through their defence
played hard
and won the game with

LOVE
COURAGE
RESOLUTE
TENACITY
FOCUS
HONOUR

we did our best
and even if we didnt make it to top four
we got 5th

we got into the plate finals.
won pjc.
now we won three straight matches in a row.
beat MI
made it to the plate semi finals
were the under-dogs
went in and beat pjc to the fight
got into the plate finals
faced jjc
they were the plate champions last year
they won us in the group stages
we came back and fought hard to win the game
we showed them that they were just lucky the other time
we gave them our best
well done cjc rugby'08

J1s we've got a lot of work to do now.
yesterday was the end of the season
it was the end of the season for the J2s
but for us its the start
its a good start
we've got to match our seniors
we've got to show them that their efforts that they put in
will not go to waste
we must not be complacent
we must train hard
we will make it there!
next year we shall look to that same goal
and work together as a team to get to the top

thanks for coming down to suppot me
you really made the difference
your hug at the start of the match gave me the assurance
that you were always there for me
your hug at the end of the match
gave me more reasons to be happy
it really meant a lot to me.
baby i love you<3
i really miss our late late phone calls:(

2008-04-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

baby.
you sweep me off my feet everytime i'm with you.
you're the only one who knows me through and through
you the only one who know how to make my heartbeat
really fast fast fast

thank you for saturday night/sunday morning.
even though you were really really scared
even though you were tired you still answered my call.
it was the sexiest time of the week!
thank you for the poem that you wrote me
it's really sweet of you.
you had homework to do and you still took time off to write it for me.
THANK YOU FOR YOU! (:
one word.love.

thank you for allowing me to be part of your life.
thank you for being a part of mine.
i really wont want to lose you.

2008-04-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

baby since i met you
i found happiness in this world
you chased away my blues
and made me a happy girl

thank you for the morning calls
and for walking me into school everyday
thank you for picking me up each time i fall
and for loving me in each and every way

i love it when you bite my ear
or when you hold me close to you
i love it when you say things i want to hear
things like "baby i love you"

i love it when your hand is down my thigh
and when you pull me close just so i'd lean on you
you're the only one who gets me really high
and i've realised that i can't live without you.

i love our late late phone calls
even though sometimes i'm really tired and all
maybe someday i'll sell you for $11.95
and by myself a size 82 pants

i really love every minute i spend with you
and i'm so grateful that i've met someone like you
i hope you forget about your past
cause i really want this relationship to last

glenn sim joey
thank you for all the sweet things you do for me
i don't know what i'd do without you
all i know is that i really love you

2008-04-27T21:16:00.001+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT/SUNDAY MORNING WAS THE BESTEST BEST.

i know you love baby wipes glenn.

2008-04-25T22:49:00.003+08:00

we're meant to be.
i love you
you're mine and i'm yours
i will love you till the end of time
you are so cute
you're more than anything i could ever ask for
because its you.
to me you're love
i love you
WITHOUT YOU EVERYDAY BESIDE ME, I'LL BE LIKE NOTHING.

2008-04-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

BABY I LOVE YOU.
mtaitw.

2008-04-24T21:25:00.004+08:00

you know our love was meant to be
the kind of love that lasts forever
and I want you here with me
from tonight until the end of time

i'm addicted to you.
from the skies above
to the deepest love
i've never felt
crazy like this before.

when you're right here by my side.
the scent of love in the summertime,
when you hold me close to you
and whisper in my ears 'i love you'
when you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
you’re a part of everything i do

if loving you was a passion
and if passion was a prison,
i'd never want to break free.
i'd love to stay in there forever,
enclosed in the four walls of your heart.

2008-04-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

we lost like three straight matches in a row.
like what.12-5:(
assited mark v.and he scored.
we played three matches
lost all three.
great.
now we're counting on our last match.
the same referee that refereed our match against sajc refereed us against jj.
wonderful right?
the amount of penalties that he gaves against us on our first match.
he gave the same agains us on out third match.
he even ruled out two of our tries.
held up?knock on?
please.give me a break.what more reasons are you going to come up with?
its so clear that we were playing on their half for like all of the second half.
we were giving them our hits right up at their chest.
coach.please stop talking so much.
you gave away one penalty in their 22.
did you even know that?
was it just time that wasnt on our side?
was it the ref against us too?
was it you who made us lose a penalty that really mattered the most?
sometimes i really wonder what it really is.
why did we lose?
i trust the team.
cos i know that we played our best.
but i guess our best werent good enough for a win?

this saturday against MI.
its our last group match.
if we win this
we'll make it through.
if not.we're out.
make it or break it.
i dont know how the rest will be playing
but all i know is that im going to give it my all.
i really want it very badly.
enough with all these losing.
im really going to win it.
get on and win the next match.
show them what we're really made of.
CJ WOOSH!!

had maths ca today.
didnt hand in my pi.
cos i obviously didnt do it.
went for H2 econs tutorial.
had break(:
gp then chinese.

love, HFMB,ILYA
i know you enjoyed today a lot.
dont think about the match anymore okay.
cheer up.you have the next match to play.
give it your best.cos you know that its worth it.
i know pw's giving you a tough time.
dont give in to stress.
hang in there cos you know that i'm always here with you.

thanks for the company today.

its all these small little things that im willing to sacrifice for you.

it cos i'd do anything for you.

ILY<3

i never know what the future brings

but I know you are here with me now

we’ll make it through

and I hope you are the one i share my life with

2008-04-13T10:05:00.002+08:00

SEASON'S KILLING ME.not having you here now is making it worse:(

two games down.

we lost 64-0 to sajc.

and lost 80-6 to acsi.

we did our best.

all those miss tackles.all those drop balls.

let is pass.its alright.

get up and win the next two games.

we still have two more to go.

next saturday.ccab.

match against JJ or is it MI.

i dont know.all i know is that we have to win.

their forwards are big.

but they're not going to tear us down.

see gap.just run.i'm going to score the next match.cos i know its possible.

we've to win the next two games.

then again.

i barely find enough time to do my work.
and out of no where.there's like tests and ca coming up.
theres like another chem ca.even though the first one just passed.
math ca.physics ca.h1 econs ca.all on week six!!
it's really hard to concentrate in school cos i'll be thinking about the game
and lectures and tutorials are the only time that i really rest.
i cant be sleeping in lectures all day.
wake up wake up wake up.

all day long i can hear people talking out loud
but when you hold me near,you drown out the crowd
try as they may they could never define
what's been said between your heart and mine(:

2008-03-18T21:45:00.006+08:00

because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
i won’t live to see another day
because a girl like you is impossible to find(:

school's started and we've got our new timetable.
it pretty much sucks.
like really.all our breaks clash.
all our lessons end at different times.
i so dont like it.

i think that there'll be team selection tomorrow.
it has been spreading throughout the whole rugby team.
i dont even know if it's true.maybe but just maybe it is.
whatever it is.
everyone has to be down tomorrow.
i really hope that i can get into the team.
like i really want it vey much.
i know saying that i want it is just useless.
i hope i get my place in the team.
ssf<3
all i want is you to be happy.
cheer up yah?
i dont like to see you like that.
i'll make sure you'll be happy by the end of today.

2008-03-16T13:12:00.002+08:00

it's like finding something beautiful in a jar of lies(:

the holidays are like coming to an end.
its fast.but many things happened during this one week.
fun.
had rugby camp from last friday till monday.
then went out on tuesday.
training on wednesday and thursday.
went for class bbq on friday.
was at pulau ubin the whole of yesterday.
and today's like neither here nor there.

after the whole week.
i'm like BLACK.see my new skin colour.

it's back to school again.
which means we'll have very little time for each other.
trianings.homework.school.trainings.homework.school.trainings.homework.school.
great.then there's rugby season coming too.
it makes me scared.i hope i make it to the first team.
hey you.get well soon okay?imysb(:

2008-03-11T19:34:00.005+08:00

thanks for the previous post!
i'm back from camp!!
and you'll be gone for camp:(
why must cj hockey team have to have camp tomorrow?
why cant they have the same camp as the rugby team?
the timing is just great!
anyway,it's alright.i'll try my best to take it.
thanks for spending your day with me.
your company was totally awesome:)

had rugby camp form friday till yesterday.
it was great.
friday:we had training then dinner then team talk.
after that we were allowed to sleep.
i slept quite late though.

saturday:had match with the old boys.
don't ask me the score.
the sun was scorching.
and aloy and i had a very bad headache after that.
we had lunch then classroom session.
we watched some world cup match and all.
and the best part!we were released after that.
like from 4-10!
you'll never find this in any camp man.
went to st iggy's with aloy and hansel.
met ssf(:
hansel went back.
we went for dinner and all.
then aloy and i bussed back to school.
had night walk till 3am.DIG that.
thanks ssf for staying up till so late(:
sunday:had morning and afternoon training.
i fell sick.like seriously.my body broke down.
slept and all.i felt much better after that.

monday:morning training then lunch.
thanks for the peanut butter bread.
you really made my day.
cos we had friendly after that.
and the bread really filled me.

we played pierce and jurong jc.
won pierce and lost to jurong by one try.
i played like shit.
really not like how i played during the 10s.
the 10s team was really great.
like everyone clicked very well.
organised and everything.
i want to get my form back before season.
anyway.it was the real test for the team.
we saw how we cracked
we saw how we fell when they scored.
we saw how we didnt play as a team.
come on.its not that hard!
we can do it.
we did it during the 10s.
why cant we play like that again?
we've got to step up our game.
it's in the team
the winning mentality.
the desire.
we're not going to crack again.
we're not going to show the other teams our weakness.
it's not that we cant.
its whether we want to or not.
cj rugby!top 4!

there's like training tomorrow.
i'll go to school early just to see you.
yea.anyway i wont have anything to do also.
so it's alright.
THANKS FOR SPENDING THE WHOLE DAY WITH ME.
SSFLY(:

2008-03-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

HELLO. I MISS YOU. THIS FEELING SUCKS ):

2008-03-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

the first week of school was a BLAST!
like in every sense of the word.

my class managed to stay.
but we changed from 1T16 to 1T15.
changed from a really big classroom to a very very small one.
some of the people in my class got transferred out.
many remained.
the bulk of it just revolves around the people in my class.
but i'm sure that we will bond well.
we've got two years.
and i guess that we've more or less started on the right note.
even so, we've got to move on and get on with studying.
the march holidays are coming.
which means rugby camp is also coming.
then there's like studying and more more studying.

although everything's going fine now.
i really find it hard to bring myself to study.
but i know i MUST.
cos i don't get a shit about anything.
physics.chem.maths.econs.
i need HELP!!
must get my sudying thing started.

there's like no rugby training for two weeks.
which started last week.
so means that there's no training next week too.
i need to get canterbury shorts with aloy.
which we want to use for the trainings during camp.
we have training then friendly then training and training.
gosh.season's coming real real real soon.
i hope that your leg is better.i'm really sorry.
ssfly(:

2008-02-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

finale night is over :(
that also marks the end of orientation 2
which also means the start of school.

i need to get my uniform.
i need to get organised.
i need to start school on a good note.
i need to study real hard.

on a lighter note,
today was kind of quite fun.
i went to ecp with ig 23.
went with their group for all the games.
wasnt that bad after all.
had all the dirty and like fun games.
plus plus plus...

i helped honoo with their house entrance thing.
didn't feel that useless.
thats like all i went to the house for.
cos they wanted me to help them with the house entrance.
other than that i had nothing to do with honoo.
i have been given an ig.
which is ig 2.
then i decided to pon.
and crash ig 23.
ig 23 is in arator.
so like i have 2 house.
i dont even know any cheer.like really.
didnt cheer at all.

mass dance was fun fun fun.
thanks dance partner(:
i dont want all this to end.
please dont put a full stop at the end of it.
cos i want it to continue.

2008-02-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

yes like FINALLY.
thanks ssf for EVERYTHING.
you accompained me all the way to school this morning
now you really know what i mean when i say that school's really boring.
but i'm glad that i don't have to go there anymore.
sorry for wasting your time this morning.
i really enjoyed your company.thanks(:

i got back to cj.
but but but
i want my friends to get back too.

this paragraph goes out to
rudy, anthony, andrew, and all those who are trying to appeal back to cj:
(i hope you all will feel better.)
dont worry.i know how it feels being kept hanging in the air.
like suspended from a very high building.
and you'll never know when something or maybe anything to happen.
today a lot.like seriously A LOT of people appealed of cj.
trust me.i really saw it with my own eyes.
so you all shouldnt worry so much ya?
i'm pretty sure that you'll get it.
pray hard.have faith.

thank you!!
like seriously.1T16, the j2 ruggers, for the petition.
i guessed it really helped.
all those who were there for me throughout everything.
thanks so much.i dont know how to express my gratitude to all of you.
but i really appreciate all the you all have done for me.
THANKS SO MUCH!

there's orientation tomorrow.
east coast park then finale night.
i hope that i'll have fun.i'm really looking forward to it.
now that i'm back in cj.it's a whole new thing.
i'm not complaining or anything but i got to make sure that i really study.
please make sure i'm like studying really hard!!
THANKS SO MUCH!ssfly!
get well soon.take care yah?

2008-02-21T20:19:00.004+08:00

living on the "pillar" of hope.
yet again its not really a pillar to me.
its one which will collapse very frequently.
i'm trying my best to build it up
strong, steady, firm.
but i don't know what will happen the next time it collapses.

the many times that i've tried really hard.
the times when you were the one who stood there for me.
saving me from myself.
you were the one that told me not to worry.
i made you worry for me.
like you already have your own set of problems and your own things to worry about.
i've really made it hard for you.

thanks so much.
you really made things much better for me.

it's not over till
you let it take you.
it's not over till you
let it break you.
p.s. ssfly(:

2008-02-16T13:54:00.002+08:00

the past week has seriously drained me.
training.school.homework.
everyweek i'm like looking forward to the weekend.
which is very bad.
i dont want to go to school feeling so tired.
i got to get organised!!

the posting results are like coming out in 3 days.
i'm so dead.i dont wanna leave cj!
god please help me with my appeal.

go check your mail(:

2008-02-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you
i can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

and how not to look back even if no one believes us
when it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

so i pretend i'm doing all i can,
and hope someday you'll find it in your heart,
to understand why i'm not around,
and forgive me for not being in your life.

i remember waiting for you to come.
remember waiting for you to call.
remember waiting there to find nothing at all.

maybe someday you'll really get to know me,
not just from letters read to you.
i pray i get the chance to make it up to you.
we've got a lot of catching up to do.

closed off from love i didn’t need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you’re frozen

but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melted to the ground
found something true
and everyone’s looking round
thinking i’m going crazy

but i don’t care what they say
i’m in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don’t know the truth
my heart’s crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing

now that it's all said and done,
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath.
i fell too far, was in way too deep.
guess i let you get the best of me.

well, i never saw it coming.

tried to take a picture of love

didn't think i'd miss her that much

i should've started running
a long, long time ago.
and i never thought i'd doubt you,
i'm better off without you
more than you, more than you know.
i'm slowly getting closure.
i guess it's really over.
i'm finally getting better.
and now i'm picking up the pieces.

hey(:take care yah.
don't skip meals already.

2007-09-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

an angels smile is what you sell
cou promise m heaven then put me through hell
chains of love got hold on me
when passion is a prison and you cant break free.

if that's ok with you
i love the way that you look without your make up
i had a girl before we met but we broke up
there's something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
step up and be with you If that's ok with you

we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
'cos imma make you feel so good that's how I see it happening
yeah we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
'cos baby I wanna step up and be with you
if that's ok with you

i'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
i'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
i'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if that's ok with you
if that's ok with you

i wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment
make a second set of keys and ask you to move there
i'm not crazy
i know what I'm getting myself in
i wanna live with you
if that's ok with you

you're a load gun
there's no where to run
no one can save me
the damage is done.

you paint your smile on your lips
blood red on your fingertips
a school boys dream you act so shy
your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye.

there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
she is right in front of you
you begin to wonder
could you find a better one
compared to her now she’s in question

looking for the right one
you line up the world to find
where no questions cross your mind
but she won’t keep on waiting
for you without a doubt
much longer for you to sort it out

you're making a choice to live like this
in all of the noise I am silence
we already know how it ends tonight
you run in the dark through a firefight
i would explode just to save your life
i would explode

i can't find a wall to pin this to
they're all coming down since I found you
i just wanna be where you are tonight
i'll run in the dark looking for some light
and how will we know if we just don't try
we won't ever know

let me light up the sky
just for you tonight
let me help you fly
'cause you won't have time
to cover your eyes and get your disguise
they won't ask you why,
they'll just watch you die

and it's still so hard to be who you are
so you play this part, and the show goes on
that you come this far with a broken heart
yeah, you come this far and you're broken...

and all at once
the crowd begins to sing
sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing are the same

2007-07-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

don't be afraid
i've taken my beating
i've shared what i made
i'm strong on the surface
not all the way through
i've never been perfect
but neither have you
so if you're asking me
i want you to know

when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

2007-07-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

i watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the pacific and
you might think i'm losing my mind
but i will shy away from the specifics

more pain makes you less weak.

2007-06-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

the miles are getting longer,it seems,

the closer i get to you.

your love,remains true.

and I don't know why.

you should know that I can

be more than you will ever need

i'll show you something new to see

i'll be the one you can believe

i'll be one better.

where you are the one, the one,

that lies close to me.

whispers, "hello,

i miss you quite terribly."

i fell in love, in love, with you suddenly.

now there's no place else,

i could be, but,

here in your arms.

2007-06-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
dragonboat training.
blisters AND aches everywhere!!!

competition this saturday(23rd)
go guys.we can do it.lets go kick ASS!!
stretch out!
long pull.
HARDER!!

yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause i want to hold yours too
we'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest

2007-06-05T12:43:00.001+08:00

gone till friday.

let the good times roll.
let the good times roll.

one night, yeah, and one more time.
thanks for the memories.
thanks for the memories.

i'm a liner away,
from getting you into the mood.
woooah.

2007-06-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

my heart is heavy
heavy like a rock
but I am so amused
you're still in my thoughts

this time its done
it'll never feel the same
but we had some good times
guess it’s sad just the same

i guess the truth
doesn't matter somehow
but you were living proof of what love is about.

i love you.

2007-06-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

where you are the one,
the one, that lies close to me.
whispers, "hello, i miss you quite terribly."
i fell in love, in love, with you suddenly.
now there's no place else,
i could be, but,
here in your arms.

i miss you quite,
i miss you quite..
TERRIBLY!!

2007-05-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

machine breakdown!!
stomach flu sucks.
stuck at home the whole day.

chinese o levels are over.
bye bye chinese intensive lessons.

a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it.

2007-05-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

chinese o level tomorrow!!!

2007-03-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!
does this spell weekend to you.

all the homework is piling.
mid-year's in a month!
all the activities.
not doing me any good.

there's so many things that i need to do.
1)study
2)study
3)study
4)study.study study study and STUDY!!!!!!!

and now that i'm strong i have figured out
this is my
bouquet of clumsy words
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home

i wish beyond the distant star
a breath away is not too far

when a pebble drops into the water.
it makes a ripple effect.
and in that very same way.
every action in this world
will bear a consequence.

2007-03-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

if it were better without me then
SO BE IT.
seriously. i cannot take it already.
it's now that we all realise how hypocritical you can be.
it took a a LONG LONG 1 year to realise.
it seemed so nice at the start.
but now.it's all DIFFERENT.
you want that respect you'll have to earn it.
not just say that you want and then demand that you have it.
that's so not going to work for me.
we ~~hate~~ you.
what's the definition of a "teacher"????
i dunno.but whatever it is.
we don't see that in you.

sji swimming carnival!!
secondary 4 individual champion.
423 got first!!
well done chris edgaaa and bill.
you all did well.
thanks for all the encouragement.
thanks brandon and william for coming down to support.
you all were the ones who knew what exactly was going on in me.

it might just have been a 2min 12s race.
but it meant a lot to US.
it's not just about the race.
more like what will happen after the race.
who gets all the credit???
NEEDLESS to say.

finally the swimming carnival is over.
423 owned!!
marcian won the other houses!!
to top it all.
i got the INDIVIDUAL CHAMPION.

i went to watch the squash guys TRASH hwa chong.
WELL DONE!!!

taxi ride with hin yang and joseph to macritchie.
took a bus home from there.

sji swimming team!!
there's prize presentation on friday.
during assembly.
it's for the rgs invitational relay.
so be there.

on a lighter note.
we're reaching the end of the week.
so people.REJOYCE!!
can't wait for friday to come.

2007-03-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

it was never all about you.
i guess i got to accept the fact.
everybody changes.
for the good or the bad,
i'll have to take it the way it is.
for me, i have NO choice.

until recently, though, i was not exactly sure why.

it's been quite a while.
i'm beginning to question.
a loss is a loss it is always disappointing.
i am not making any excuses.
there is no use in that.
it is one of those days where it didn't happen.
he came close to calling it quits but i'm glad he didn't.

with every appearance
and if it's a hero you want,
you'll never know what it could have been
and indecision bleeds me dry

2007-03-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

rgs invitational meet was a SURPRISE.
ok wait.i'll leave that for later.

on friday.i didnt get ptm.so
went to watch music and lyrics with
bill edgar william brandon moses zach and chris.
not too bad i guess.quite nice.
i wanna watch stomp the yard!

after the movie we had lunch.rather late for me.
i had to rush down to yio chu kang for the invitational meet.
i had so many calls while i was on the train.
thanks for all the random-ness.
sometimes they take your mind off things.so i guess it helped.yay.

reached YCK pool.just to find out that our event is the third event!!!
we thought we were the only ones there.
so we happily took our time.then we saw the other schools.
the sun was shining down on us.
the HOT floor wasn't helping.
neither were the jumping blocks.

but after all.we finished first.
well done guys.we did well.
i guess it's just the first step.
top 4 for nationals!!
come on.we can do it.
like how the fishes need the water.
seriously.as your captain.
that's all i ever will ask for.
nothing will be better than a fourth position.
go SJI-swimming.

maybe it wasn't so bad after all.
deep in the stillness
i can hear you speak
you'r still an inspiration

i'll be there for you through it all.
you know that i'll be there for you in the end.

and i BELIEVE
that angels breathe

2007-03-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

so you wrote it down
i'm supposed to care

did you even think it through.

2007-03-03T14:12:00.000+08:00

it's not supposed to hurt this way.
and my knees are weak
and my mouth can't speak
fell too far this time
do you expect me to believe
i was the only one to fall
this much i know is true
it's all part of a grander plan that is coming true(:

2007-03-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

we FALL all the time.
in the strongest team.
we are only as strong as our WEAKEST player.

this week passed so quickly.
was is supposed to be played this way??
enrichment day.
swimming carnival heats.
macbeth play.
house cheers.
and MORE MORE house cheers.

there's going to be house cheers on monday.
so many last minute changes.
it's like kinda bad
cause marcian house is so not prepared.but
GOOD
cause after monday it'll all be over.
no more house cheers.

lets go MARCIAN lets go *clap clap*
come on!we have got nothing to lose.
lets cheer our
hearts lungs guts soul hands feet mouth tongue etc.etc.
whatever it is.so much for me being the
cheer captain.

the macbeth play was
not that bad.i would give it 7.5/10.
kinda nice and like interesting to
see macbeth played by a woman
and lady macbeth played by a man.
how they piece the whole play together scene by scene
how they actually acted it out.
and of course.not to mention.
memorising all thier LINES!!!

the few things to look forward to.(maybe NOT)
march holidays.
sji swimming carnival.

this is my confession
not a day goes by
where you don't cross my mind
it's so confusing
like and un-rehersed symphony
your last kiss goodbye
put water in these eyes

the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason

i have no doubt
that SHE'S the girl all the boys wanna dance with.
but
i guess he's just the BOY who had oh so many chances.

a captain that has led the team all the way to the FINALS.
speaks volume about the captain
and the team who supported the captain.
hey.ALL THE BEST for the finals.
i'll be supporting YOU all the way!!
go G.D.go captain.

2007-02-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
i can show you i'll be the one.

2007-02-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

it has been the same from the start.

2007-02-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.
all the common tests are over.
dont me ask a thing about it.

i never thought you could break me apart

2007-01-06T02:38:00.000+08:00

the first day wasn't that bad after all.
there's morning pt in like 3 hours and i'm still awake.
well done.
let's hope that tomorrow will be as smooth as today!!
vanity is not a sin(:

2007-01-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

good NIGHT!!!
orientation camp tomorrow morning.
i hope it works out well la.
we are now tapping on some stranger's wireless.
whoever that is.haha.

my ~~HOT~~ friend eugene lee boon khiang is next to me.
watching me blog.
wanting me to put his name on my blog.
HOPING to be famous.

2006-12-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

murder on the dance floor(:
i havent finish my homework yet ):
gotta make sure i crash all on tuesday.
tuesday=hardcore homework day[no choice]

my com has been down for the past dunno how long.
finally la.but it just gives me more reason to stay up and...
not complete my homework.

that's not how to end 2006 and start
2-0-0 SEVEN!
i'm kinda expecting something challenging!!
i dont want to enter the new year yet though.
so many things that i dont want to let go of now.
but there will be more to look forward to next year.
it's nice to hear that it brought smiles to your face(:
And I would have stayed up with you all night.

2006-12-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

i'll come again another day.

you know all the right things to say
it doesn't matter anyway
cause time has made me strong
i've been there before
ain't going there no more!!
at least inform me first right!!

2006-12-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

princess well which would you prefer.

do i have the strength to be there,
catching you?
i've tried my best already

2006-12-12T02:30:00.001+08:00

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful

all i want's to find an easier way
a long night spent with your most obvious weakness.
hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.

i'm coming over but it never was enough
i thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
when the most i could do was to just blame myself
remember more then you'd like to forget

weighed down with words too over-dramatic
this is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me.
i set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late.
sinking with the melody of the kiss of eternity.

we're so miserable and stunning.
far from the genuine becoming.
i'll spot my brand new fashion of waking up
when there's hope beyond the pain

you've dreamed a thousand dreams,

none seem to stick in your mind

i dream in black and white
get there if you can, just no matter fly, run or drive

rain outside my window pouring down
they turned my whole world upside down
will i get better or stay the same
if that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time

never listening, or helping except for a critique or two
flowing down like a waterfall.
all these thoughts are never resting
you're not something i deserve

the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
i cannot see under my skin roaming through this darkness
part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone

i'm nothing more than
a line in your book
if this is what i'm meant for
then i'm no longer interesting

is this oppression what we wanted
or what we needed?
as we function on impatience
and our patience is wearing thin.

but i've got to say what's right for me

these words are all i have so i'll write them
write me off, give up on me.
pretty words can cut just like a knife
it's just enough to cut the air.

2006-12-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how i used to be

__________________

1)train my right hand.
2)lose weight.
EXERCISE!!

gotta get my ass working.
not that much time left!!!
three more weeks left.
haven't even lifted a finger on my homework!!

__________________

2006-11-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

chennai people!
outing tomorrow!yay!
it's been QUITE some time.
i miss chennai.

i'm begining to miss sabah too.
my group mates and bunk mates.
the times when i was so disciplined
waking up at 5.55am in the morning
just to find out that i have to lead morning exercise.
cleaning up the room for inspection.
back here it's so slack.
no need for inspection and there's no rush.
miss the discipline and order that they had there.

i havent really recovered from "dunno what it's called" yet.
still feels so slow paced.
WAKE UP glenn!!

"every second chance begins with a step!"
step up!!

2006-11-27T14:03:00.000+08:00

i'm bringing SEXY back!!

2006-11-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

OB Sabah!!
came back this morning.at like 2 plus.
sea expedition and land expedition was fun!!
i managed to climb to the summit of mt. kinabalu.
i survived!!it was super cold up there.

i guess when you spend 12 whole days away from the comforts of home, taking a budget flight to a place like Sabah Malaysia, it really opens your eyes if you can actually be bothered to move away from your own ignorance. So maybe people complain that OBS is tough, conditions are shit, food sucks and things like that. But OB Sabah really makes you see that we Singaporeans really have nothing, absolutely nothing, to complain about. Let's say maybe if you were really spoiled then you'd continue thinking that life back home on our sunny island sucks straight to the core. If not, i'm sure you'd beg to differ once you're back here. I'm not gonna blog about our expeditions, what activities we did there and stuff like that. Sure, they were awesome, my instructors kick ass, but i don't think the expeditions(including the climb up Mt. Kinabalu) are really the only memories that we should be bringing back.

Back home on our little island, even houseflies are a rarity when you go to hawker centres. We have things like our 10-minutes mozzie wipe out, as though we're really being invaded my mosquitos. Over there in Sabah, mosquitos, bugs and everything else that crawls and flies are a daily routine. The people over there get used to it, if we brough something like a 10-minute mozzie wipe out, i'm sure they'd tell you things like a 24-hour mozzie wipe out wouldn't even do the damn trick. Their village houses have toilets with no lighting, no proper flooring, no showerheads, only taps, and all your waste gets washed to just around outside the house. And when i say no lighting, i mean you're literally pissing in the dark when it comes to nighttime. Air-conditioning is virtually non-existent when you go over there. But they have television there with cable so they're not THAT deprived. When people go over they think that you have to chop your own firewood and stuff, but though conditions are waayy less advanced compared to Singapore, they're not that backward. Its a lot dirtier over there though. So maybe its not that Singapore's clean, its just dirtier elsewhere. Their houses have wooden and cemented floors, and they have no computers. Technology is not that advanced at all. So after going to Sabah, you come back to Singapore and you realise how fortunate we all really are. No mozzie bites AT ALL. In Singapore we have so much that we really don't need at all, yet we still complain. We have so much. And the pace of life over there is so much slower. You can have lunch at 12:30, and report for the next activity at 2pm. That's how much free time they give us. Here in Singapore life is so much faster. We have to wake up for morning pt at 5:55 everyday though. Not that i mind. ha.

OB Sabah was absolutely super. I'll post pictures if i ever feel like it. You wanna know about the activities, expeditions and such, come ask me, because i'm not posting about it here, not at all. Online, offline whichever i really don't mind.

*i copied this from julian's blog.
kinda lazy to update about my 12 days in sabah.

i cant wait to go out with you.
one more day!!!i miss you(:

Come here girl, go ahead be gone with it
Come to the back, go ahead be gone with it
VIP, go ahead be gone with it
Drinks on me, go ahead be gone with it
Let me see what your twerkin' with, go ahead be gone with it
Look at those hips, go ahead be gone with it
You make me smile, go ahead be gone with it
Go 'head child, go ahead be gone with it
Get your sexy on, go ahead be gone with it
Get your sexy on.

2006-11-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna go for camp!!
i dont wanna leave for obs sabah!!

it'll be a long long wait :(

i didnt go to school for spirits prep day today.
sorry guys.my bad.
well.tomorrow i'll be there on time.(i hope.)
i'll pray that the camp would be a successful one.
thats what everyone hopes.

2006-11-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

i'm so going to miss u.

had psf meeting in school today.
wasn't as bad as i expected it to be.
mainly becos i did not do ANYTHING at all.
spirits comm has to go to school for prep day.
got to do up the decorations.

there's psltc friday saturday and sunday.
three long days!!
then i have obs sabah one day after that!!!
i dunno how i'm going to take it la.
so many days away from home.and YOU.
CALL ME AFTER YOU READ THIS YA??

2006-11-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOO!!!!!

i just came back from chennai!!
i so miss that place!!
i miss my group!!

i still have your vodka with me(:

Day 1: Monday 30th October 2006
we left singapore for chennai in the evening at around 6.30pm.
the airport was just full of joy and tears.
my parents didnt send me off.
but oh wells.at least they dropped me off at the airport.
got to be appreciative about that.
we reached chennai at about 2200 chennai time.
the 4 hour flight seem super long.
everyone was getting super restless.
chennai is about 2.5 hrs back.so do your maths.
had our rooming done up.
we changed a bit here and there.
so in the end i roomed with aaron and hwa xiong.
in a two person room.on two beds.
dont ask how we did it.
you just got to know that we did it!!

Day 2: Tuesday 31st October 2006
the wake up call was super early!!7.00am in the morning!!
we went to vidhya mandia school for the immersion programme.
it was seriously an eye opener.
went for lunch at some shogun place.
then we had city tour.
we went to the amazingly huge library.
the st thomas church.
the kapeeleshwarar temple.
and of cos the marina beach!!
had loads of fun laughter with the whole group at the beach.
we managed to stop by a super market.
so i bought my toothbrush cos i FORGOT to bring mine.
lucky we had time.bought some snacks and chocolate holicks too.
the day went by extremely fast.

Day 3: Wednesday 1st November 2006
had the usual wake up call.
woke up for the usual bath and went to the same breakfast.
had school immersion.
and went for the heymaths conference.
it wasnt much of a conference.
but we had maths trails and stuff.
we also had to put up an item for the people there.
and i was the IMPROMTO emcee.
talked lots of bullshit la.
dont ask me what happened during the trail.
i fell super badly on my head la.
my back and butt all aching after that.
thanks everyone for the care and concern that you all showed me!
that night we had group time.
had to get together and like to discuss.
our group had so much fun la.
we all know what we did.haha.
i miss all those times(:

Day 4: Thursday 2nd November 2006
had the usual wake up call.
woke up for the usual bath and went to the same breakfast.
had school immersion.
went to the singapore tourism board in chennai.
went to meet up with the singapore consulate in india.
had some sorta conference and it really helped for our group.
after that we had some time to go shopping.
that was when i bought the sudoku book.
which i finished by the time we reached singapore airport!!
that was my goal!kinda stupid but challenging!!
bought shampoo also.cos we finished ours already.

Day 5: Friday 3rd November 2006
had the usual wake up call.
but this time we didnt wake up.
we all thought mr wong would be angry.
he wasnt cos he sait that it was becos of some miscommunication and stuff.
that was not too bad.
we left for pondicherry!!
had some sightseeing along the way.
plus toilet and lunch stops.
super long bus ride!!
did my sudoku while everyone was sleeping soundly.
only mr wong and i were awake la.
so like had no company except for my sudoku book.
reached pondicherry

Day 6: Saturday 4th November 2006
aaron and i woke up LATE!!
i tell you.we are the best roommates on earth la.
handphone alarm ring.no one wakes up.
morning call from the hotel.
no one answers.
in the end 4 sji guys like stormed into our room.
shouted at the top of their voices.
and woke the both of us up.
we went down and got screwed by mr wong real bad.
the six of us got grounded.
something that i least expected.i didnt think you would msg me.
and ask if i wanted food from the hotel.
thank YOU for caring.and offering to packet the food for us.
really appreciated that(:
we had some tour in the day.
and left for chennai.
that night was REALLY great.
talked till like 5 plus.before waking up at like 7 the next morning.

Day 7: Sunday 5th November 2006
woke up LATE again and went for mass.
naped a bit during mass.but luckily eugene was there to wake me up.thanks.
after that we had pizza hut for lunch.
then we proceeded to SOS village.
SOS:save our soul
it was like an orphanage.
but just that there were "families"
the orphans were put into different families and were brother and sisters to each other.
i fell here again.on the sand.had abrasions and all.
we all very much wanted to stay longer.
we were all moved at how they enjoyed our company even though it was just 4 hours.
our group except HIM stayed up till 5am in the morning.
we were more or less done with the project.
didnt even want to add HIS name in!

Day 8:6th November 2006
had the usual wake up call.
woke up LATE again and had school immersion.
one period of lessons.
then we had time to do our projects.
had some stem cell talk.and i slept throught the whole thing.
then we had our disastrous presentation.
we stayed up till so late to do the project.
but in the end.it didnt turn out well.
some of the pictures appered infornt of the fonts.
so like most of our slides were jus pictures.
that wasnt the main point.
we told mr wong about the WHOLE big thing about some people not doing anything.
went to the city for some bazarre.
took the 'tuk tuk' back to the hotel.
had so much fun.
did all the last minute packing and stuff.
had dinner and was ready to leave.

Day 9:7th November 2006
touched down at like 6.05am.
left the airport only at 7
reached home at about 8.15am
bathed and slept till 5 plus
feels real good now.

sorry i have no pics.
i didnt bring my camera.
so will have to wait till people send me.

i miss all our late nights.
thanks for YOUR note that YOU wrote to me.
i recall so much memories when i'm reading them.
so much things has happened.
SO MUCH.
EVERYTHING!!!

2006-10-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

i dunno why.

2006-08-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i last updated.
like 2 weeks ago.
sorry.

this is how i spent 2 weeks.
the previous week
was very hectic.
studying for all the common test.

last week school was fun.
had to report back to school
can you believe it!!
when the rest are at obs.
never mind about it.
school was fun.
everyday play in class(the teachers dont even care)
after school play touch rugby!!
then go for training.
practically like holiday!!!
it has come and gone ALREADY!!

this week is rather slack also.
monday tueasday school.
wednesday NO school.
thursday half day.
friday no school.
so it's like 2 and a half days.

i got back all my results.
dont ask.
not too good.not that i did badly but
not to my expectations.

after school, the group of us went to Pastamania!
where we gossiped,
it was seriously very fun.like enlightening.

but when i open my bag.
it seriously reminds me of my marks la.
i'm so drained today.
so many things going on.
my marks letting me down
cause i let myself down by not studying hard enough
teachers giving you THAT attitude.

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Gotta pick myself up
Cuz things are mended

gotta get things straight now.
i HAVEN'T done anything about it!
sheessh.

2006-08-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

maybe here's an advertisement for pizza hut.
besides pizza, what else does pizza hut deliever?
hut!
you get it?besides pizza.yah.

they had better supply with like
10 years of pizzas, chiicken wings and EVERYTHING!!
i'm being kind by advertising for them.
never mind.

brandon chew yuan.waldron aw.
my 323 classmates.
what would you get when you mix the two of them?
gays?no.
CHEW-DRONS
as in CHILDREN.
yea!

literature lesson was fun but
if that's what we are going to do for the whole year
i seriously think that theres no POINT!

asked you for your chinese workbook.
and you just stared at me!
saying that you didnt bring!
when actually did all the exercises
and like BROUGHT the book to school.
like whatever can!!
what have i done to you?
just because of the elections thing?
I TELL YOU.
you are lucky that i didnt bring up the matter to the whole class.
i tell you.i was giving you face.
cuz the class will just hate you more than they hate you ALREADY!
just because you are not the cca rep?
just because k. t. is not the ava rep?
just because you complain to m. l.?
you're not happy right?
i mean like it's a small matter!!
come on.dun needa be so petty right?
you think that the class would like you ?
you think the class would respect you as the cca rep?
i tell you now!
thats not THE CASE!!
YOU CAN EAT ALL MY SHIT FOR ALL I CARE!
so what if you are so cheena and everything?
so what if you play computer games and i dont?
so what if you have your clique?
so what if you think you are so big
when you are NOT!!
IF YOU WANNA TREAT ME LIKE THIS
i promise you.
i can be worse than whatever i am now.
i have been tolerating all your nonsense.
and i'm tell you that i had
ENOUGH!!
you think that just because you WANT then the class will choose you?
fat hope!

enough of those shit.you know who you are la.
i dont wanna mention names here!
pollute my blog with your filthy name.
just stop giving that stupid attitude!!

2006-08-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

i'll be there to comfort you.

another week has passed.
this week was rather fast and short.
with the day off and stuff.

2 and a half day of school next week.
national day celebration and stuff.
going to be an official MUGGING week for me.
ta3 is on the following week!!
one whole week.so many papers.

stress week.then after that we've got final years.
hang on guys!!

went to watch tokyo drift yesterday!
went with jerome, wee kang, brian.
happy 15th birthday jerome.
we all felt that initial d was better than this.
went for macs after the movie.

i'm a Peer Support Facilitator!!

i realised
my whole holidays would be packed camps and all.
7th-8th september:Peer Support Facilator retreat.
10th-12th november:PSLTC
13th-24thnovember:OBS Sabah
ACE Camp.dunno when.

there's SJI info day tomorrow!!
i got to be down for the DSA thing.
Kaur asked me to select the boys.

when i wanna stay at home and study.
there's open house.and the DSA thing.
never mind.
i guess its just my duty to godown.
since Kaur asked me to be down.

this is for you
With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever

If the Lord's the Lord of them

And a friend will not say "never"

Cause the welcome will not end

Though it's hard to let you go

In the Father's hands we know

That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

2006-07-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

SURE! WHY NOT??

we are getting scolding or maybe questioning from every teacher.
why you all laughing so much???

here are the lamest shit that will make you laugh.
when you are feeling down.
jus come sit inbetween us.me kenneth(gao luk) and william.
we come up with the lambest thing that will make you laugh till you drop!!
its not funny when you read it.
feel free to ask us for the life performance.

what we do during SNAG's chinese period.

you know about hungry ghost festival.
now.let me test your knowledge.
why does arron goh spend more money on the seventh month every year?
cant think of anything right.
william beat you at this!!pwn ass!!
because it is:hungry goh's(ghost) festival

i bet we are the only class having chinese ting xie on the whole sec 3 level.
it doesnt matter now.
what matters now is:
what did aaron goh say to the student Ting?
ting sae!

ask zachary about this.
that day SNAG was trying to tell us some ghost story
as usual to no avail to scare us.
but he saw aaron goh like stranggling himself!!

enough about that guy.
pei yang qing xu.

now something more lamb!
main course!!!

you know the united nation's chief or something.
his name???
kopi anan
coffee???united nations??
no link???

is geography lessons boring??
yes when ellen woo is your full geography teacher.
and worst when she's your form tutor.
this is how we pass our geography lesson.
rivers??
ellen woo:that's the gorges there
(points to the drawing that she has drawnbut it doesnt look like one)
glenn:that's me!!
I'm soooo Gorges (gorgeous!!)

thats for geography.
william brandon and i listen to 98.7 every morning
well.if not every morning.
then like most of it.
you know
muttons in the morning.
yea!!!
that day we were doing some thing during english lessom.
then william was like
MUTTON!
jus randomly.
then i went like:so LAMB!!

its just crazy la.
kenneth me william brandon and zachary
the five of us!!
the 5 people you'll wanna be with
and when you are with us.
you'll be addicted!!!
i promise!!
wanna laugh
find us!!!

thats enough for the mutton show today.
come back for more mutton in the night.
i hope you guys are full.
FOS? full of shit???
nope.blinks at you!
now it's FOL.FOM.
full of LAMB!
full of MUTTON!!

oh mutton you're so fine.
you're so fine you blow my mind!!

2006-07-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

SJI swimming beats SJI track!!!

well that's just for the B division
track got 6th. swimming got 5th!!!
anyhow.
they still won us in C division!!
track got 7th. swimming got 8th!!!

well done swimmers!!

i'm not trying to say that the trackers didnt do well.
dont get the wrong idea!!
no discrimination here.

i wanna congratulate all the SJI trackers!
they did well this year.

i'm not trying to boast about SJI swimming.
our numbers were small from the start.
one of the smallest CCA in SJI!!

i'm just proving to the school that:
even though we swimmers dont have a SCHOOL coach we still can do it!
where you going to channel your money to now???
all these years swimming has always lost to track.
now.this is the year!!our year!!

well done SJI.
go trackers!!go swimmers!!
keep up the good work!
do our school proud!!!

2006-06-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

maybe i should take a second look at it.

paradigms.

the holidays have only just begun!
i just found out all my homework.
all of them are not done yet.
the only difference is that:
i have one month less!!

is all the effort i put in making it
WORTH the WHILE
after hearing everything you've got to say about it.

argh.SYF tomorrow.
leaving school early isn't a consolation.
having great time there with my friends
won't make things any BETTER!!!

should i stay or should i go

2006-06-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

wait.stop!!!hit that brakes of yours as hard as you can.
now.
the good news or the bad news?
doesn't matter.i'll just have to face both.

the good news.
1)can pass you your present.

2)i'm back from camp.
sorry to those who expected me to blog after confirmation camp.
i was busy with the LLTC essays.

3)now that LLTC is over.
i'm back home.
missing BOTH camps.
i'll TRY my best to update about both camps.
dunno yet.maybe not.must see if time permits.

the in between good and bad news.
1)SJI Secondary 3 12 crew boat got 3rd place!!
we beat the secondary 4 boat!!
i love the whole boat!!
we did really well!!
we gave it our all.
the last race was the best race and we did our best!!
here's the formation of the boat.

drummer:slyvester

1st pair:
Joseph Goh(right)
Samuel Chin(left)

2nd pair:
John Paul(right)
Dickson(left)

3rd pair:
Marcus(right)
Kenneth(left)

4th pair:
hin yang(right)
ME(left)

5th pair:
Zhi Cheng(right)
Richard(left)

cox:Daniel Sng.

we did well guys.
even though we lost to both of acsi boat.
we fought it out with them till the end!!
we gave them our best!
hin yang:we are the best pair ever!!!
well done:)

the bad news.
1)schools starting on monday.
i haven't finished my homework.
not even half done.

2)so many things happening to me.

3)there's syf when school reopens.

4)there's inter school swimming nationals.
not that i am dreading it but
i havent been training cause of LLTC.

5)i can like countdown to the end of the holidays.

now you see.
what happens when there are more bad than good?
what happens??
well i just guess that i'll have to make things better than before.

LLTC was great.
my group:
Ephrem Leander.

the wonderful group!
consists of:

Facilitator:Dominic Yong(SPS)
Mage:Matthew Han(SPS)
Scribe:Li Xing(SPS)
Keeper of the Key:Kenneth(SPS)
Watchman:Bryane(SJI)
Cleric:Joseph(SJI)
Task Master:Steven(SPS)
Games Master:Thiagu(SJI)
Preparer of the Chase:ME
Bearer of the Scrolls:Mathias(SJI)
Water Durid:Melvin(SJI)
Apprentice:Royston(SPS)

i really had fun with this group for 5 days.
we went through all the shit together.
we didnt start off well.
but we ended of surperbly!!

thanks to all those who affirmed me!!
i really appreciate it.
some special people to mention.
not in any order so ya.
julian wong
eugene lee.
eugene loh.
calvin fong.
hin yang.
samuel chin.
arron seah.
jeremy tan.
ben.
kenneth kwek.
alastair kwan.

if i have left out any names jus tell me.
no offence though.
i really treasured these 5 dyas with all you guys.
those who were in my group or those who weren't in my group.
i had fun!
i just want all you people to know!!
LLTC'06 rocked!
not because of me .
but because of all of us who made the camp fun enjoying memorable.

i promise you this will be another big and unending chapter of my life.

Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting YOU.
Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you got me wanting YOU.

2006-06-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

off to camp.
will be back on sunday.

toodles.

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each

2006-06-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

i'm shack.
training was great.
i enjoyed the last training session.
although it was the most tiring.

all the resistance.
10-20-30-40-50.
the rocking of the body.
the trunk rotation.
the last burst.
hard 10-20.
take off.

i loved it!

con camp tomorrow.
i'll be out for dragonboat nationals on saturday.
i'll break camp on sunday.

then there's LLTC on monday.
it'll end on friday.
so i'll be gone for a week.

i dunno how i'll be able to cope
i know you'll be there for me.

what about the three questions?
never mind about that.
that'll be sunday night's problem.

i cant wait for dragonboat on saturday.
though i'm a little worried.maybe uneasy.
but still.
i know that i have put in the effort.

all that can be done
has been done.
it's up to us.
how much do we want it???
how much are we willing to push ourselves???

it's all about the front catch.
the coordination.
the hard ten.
the last burst.

dont worry when you call for hard ten.
the back pack will be there.
always supporting you.

thanks for coming down to train us.
thanks for all the knowledge and guidence.
all our training sessions will not have gone well
without your presence.
we thank you for all your help!!
3 cheers for daniel and matthew!

you two guys will most probably be cocksing on saturday.

our dream.
our training.
our effort.
your help.
all are ONE.

we have the discipline to do it!
come on guys!

it's all in the SURGE!!!

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection

2006-06-14T11:07:00.000+08:00

don't worry.
you'll know what i want.
it's just a matter of what?2 days?
it'll be worth waiting for.

i'm aching all over!!
my elbow
my arm
and
my BACK!!!
IT ALL HURTS.

it's all blistered!!

Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature to shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on,
and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...
You can be the Mom....oh oh!

2006-06-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

how bout telling you
some hot and creamy stuff!!

my holidays are officially coming to an end.
the 2nd week has gone by jus like THAT!
it jus slipped through my fingers.
as smooth as water.
gosh.

this week is going be hell for me.
after thursday.
i'll be in camp till the end of the holidays.

now let me show you some cool stuff up my list.
i'm going to die.

1)havent completed my holiday homework

2)havent done the 3 questions for LLTC

3)there's con camp coming(end of this week)
16th-18th

4)there's LLTC after con camp!!
19th-23rd

5)there's dragonboat training tomorrow morining
plus there's dragonboat training on thursday.
last training before nationals.

6)there's dragonboat nationals on 17th.
this means i'll have to leave con camp for a while.

i dont think that they'd understand.

2006-06-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

my boy lollipop.

yesterday's dragonboat was YUCKY!!
how bout letting you all know that the nationals is like next saturday.
17th jun.

i've got con camp from 16 jun-18 jun
Lasallian leadership training camp is from 19 jun- 23 jun
back to back camps totally turn me off!!
i'll be missing so many things.
world cup.your birthday.clubbing @ dxo. and
TRAINING!!
the best part is like i dunno if it is for a good course.

there's cip tomorrow.
metta street sale.
some dunno what thing.
yah.so much for being the captain and taking the attendance.

there's so much homework to do.
so little time left considering the fact that my last 2 weeks are burnt out!!!
camps are sucking up my holidays.

giddy up.
giddy up.

yes.
u know i love talking to you
and
i know u love talking to me(:

2006-06-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

No one told me I was going to find you.
Unexpected what you did to my heart.

2006-06-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

the BBQ was fun(:
thanks for the ice-cream!!
i savoured every single mouth of it.thanks.
thanks for all the help that YOU* offered.
you were the only one who helped cleared up
while the rest jus went away.

I LIKE YOU**

2006-05-31T22:43:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE.

really sorry about not updatin.
dun really have much to blog about.
or maybe i jus dun feel like.

SORRY!

this is to all readers who have been coming to my blog and like see that it's not updated .
i officially apologise.
for my slackness.
my laziness .
anything la.

2006-05-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

lollipop lollipop oh lolly lolly lollipop.

come on.dance to the tune.
let your hair down!!
come on.get a life.
its the holidays man.

its only the third day and counting... ...

are we all happy that the hoildays are here.
or are we all in tis melancholy shit state???
well.i'm jus some how or rather screwed with all the homework.
dun needa ask how much homework i have or more like WE have.

this?you call this holidays?
i dun care la.
anyway i cant be bothered either.

i feel like changing blogskin.
quite sick and tired of this old one.
LAZY!!
argh..laziness has gotten all over me.
is it jus me or its the holidays.

somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through and
Save me
I don't care how you do i
tJust stay, stay with me, stay
Oh come on
I've been waiting for you

rme retreat is over.
still have 2 more camps on my plate.
and for the first time!!!
i'm calling out and telling you that my plate is full!!
i have had enough things to worry about.
many things to do.
shop!!
catch up with friends!
go to the movies!!
the list just goes on..
and on.
but there's jus too little time
with SO SO SO much to do.
man.

it's only into the third day of the holidays.
and like i see whats going to happen to me at the end of the holidays.
having lasallian leadership training camp on the last week would not be of any help!

syf!!!rainbow filled with many colours??
i totally agree with that!!
we are all going to have fun!

dragonboat trainng tomorrow.
so early.
[yawns]

If only I could turn back time,
If only I had said what I still hide.
If only I could turn back time,
I would stay for the night... for the night

i'll probably need a 100hrs a day.
then i'll have the time to do anything i want.

toodles.have fun!!
seeya(:

2006-05-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

no pressure man.

2006-05-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

i miss wakeboarding.

till next time!

disgusted!!

whoever used my name has no pride!
i dun wanna talk about it.
you know who you are.

anyways.thanks eugene for uploading to YOUTUBE!!!
the link is BELOW!
go check it out!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGMIZPHnTpo

gaynesss.
all the sec 3 psl gay tarts.
i wonder how the scholars would look.
we should have filmed them.
next rehersal (if there is one) we shall film them.
thats all for today.

highlights for 03/05/06

happy birthday weiren!!
happy birthday jeffrey!!

i saw your clone!
no your evil twin (X
exactly like you!
EVERYTHING!!